Sorry about my post yesterday. Endotoxins from dying C. Pneumonae make me miserable, achey, restless, fatigued. Pain I can handle; aches are a different story. Pain triggers endorphins. Endorphins get you high. That feels good. Aches just trigger misery, malaise, and depression, a feeling that life like this isn't worth living.
I know why I'm miserable - I'm fighting for my life against MS. From what I'm seeing, I've got the upper hand. I'll only lose if I give up, and I won't give up. Sure, I'll whine, and wish I felt better, but given more time I will get better, stop aching, and stop whining.
Please, just bear with me. Oh, and good news - adding Alcar didn't mess up my stomache. Yay!