Depressed over looking sick
This may sound somewhat superficial but effects me greatly. The only reason it really effects me is, I have always had problems with social phobia but was able to deal. When people would look at me, I would think the worse, can't really explain it. I think it all started when I had a bad bout of acne in my college yrs. It effected me greatly.
Then I was struck with this disease and it totally ruined my esteem.
I'm get anxious when I keep hearing 'are you tired, you look tired' which means you look like shit..
I lost a lot of facial muscle and fat and the cpn ruined my complexion to the point of wanting to hide indoors. I can't believe how self-conscience this is making me.
If I do get well, how am I supposed to get out there and be confident when my face and appearance have been grinded by cpn?